O LIVING WATER

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O living water let me lay down

the burdens of my life,
the burden of my sin,

the conflicts and complexities,
the unanswerable questions,
unsolvable problems

my battles
my fears
my anxieties.

Wash over me and refresh what is tired, mend what is broken.

Dear Father, make holy our lives by sending down your Spirit upon us like the dewfall, the Spirit descending upon bread and wine to transform them into the Body and Blood of our Lord Jesus Christ, for our salvation and that of the whole world. Amen

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