THE MOTHER OF JESUS WAS THERE (Cana 2022)
In the past I have identified with the stone jars of
Cana but this time I feel them, feel that I am one of them – stone dry and
empty. For weeks now I have been flat. Mostly because of Eugene, his sickness
and death. Him, and the fact that he is the second one of us to die in the
space of ten months.
We had his funeral during the week – a funeral of
reception, vigil and three requiem Masses, each one beautiful in its way,
beautifully paced. Measured in the best sense. Without drama but filled with
love, respect, admiration, tears. Memory shared.
I had the privilege of leading one of the Masses and
preaching. It was during this that I felt flat, dry, and empty and, looking
back on the recording, I see this as a fact and not just as a feeling. And yet,
one of our men in Texas after seeing the Mass online wrote, “thank you for a
great homily at Eugene’s Mass. You were exceptional…” I do not recognize
what he experienced or how. But I pondered it and asked God what it meant.
So, as I am praying with the Gospel of Cana, it dawns
on me that the Mass for Eugene might have been or was in some way a Cana moment.
It’s as if the Mother of Jesus recognized what was going on in me and she might
have said to Jesus, “Eamonn is flat, dry and empty. He has no wine.” As
if He took that and gave it to others for them to taste and in the tasting of
the Word it was changed, became something exceptional. It became the “best
wine!” What I had, what I gave, what I spoke was what it was – flat, dry,
empty. But by the grace of God, it became something else for some of those who
heard it, for Mike in faraway Texas.
Here we are presented with Mary at the forefront of a
human and spiritual experience, her role as intercessor most clearly expressed.
This is not the sentimental invention of the Church. It is the Gospel itself,
the Word of God that places her in this prominent position. And it is very
interesting that she is the first named guest of the wedding. “There was a
wedding at Cana in Galilee. The Mother of Jesus was there, and Jesus and his
disciples had also been invited…”
It is she who notices that there is a problem, and she
brings it to the attention of Jesus so that He can, will, should do something
about. She does not tell Him what to do and it is not she who works the
miracle. It is Jesus alone who works the miracle, but Mary is given a
significant role in bringing it about.
It is a reminder of the activity of the Mother of
Jesus in our lives and it is a guarantee that when we have recourse to her then
something will happen, something will be changed as a result. The people at the
wedding did not expect the change that took place; we often do not expect a change,
but something is changed in the encounter with Mary that leads to Jesus. It may
not be the change we expect, may not even be the change that we want but it
will happen, and it will be for the best.
Going back to praying with Scripture! Many people have
difficulty with the Old Testament, finding it hard to understand, being put off
by the amount of violence we encounter in it, and it is sometimes suggested
that it has no place in our Mass. I’ve been praying about this too and what has
come to mind is that the Old Testament is the Word of God and like all the Word
of God it can only be really understood under the light of the Holy Spirit, and
it would be a mistake to dismiss the Old Testament.
A nun I met many years ago told me that the great love
of her life was reading the Bible every day. Then she lost her sight and,
rather than complaining about it, she asked God to help her “hear” a Word, even
in the most difficult and obscure Old Testament readings, every time the Scripture
was read at Mass. And that’s what happened for her. The living Word came to her
through the whole of Scripture without exception because she prayed for it and
was open to it.
There are two parallel tellings of the history of
salvation. One is the history written in the books of the Old Testament and the
other is in the Genealogy of Jesus that we have in the Gospels. The Genealogy
is long and at first seems to be no more than a tedious list of names but on
reflection it tells something especially important and unique about
Christianity. From the Fall in Eden until His birth in Bethlehem the reality of
Jesus is hidden but present in an ancestry that is often very good and
sometimes very wicked. The Messiah could have appeared on earth in all His purity,
but He chose to come from a flawed ancestry, into a flawed humanity that needed
saving. This is how redemption takes place.
And so, throughout the Word of the Old Testament which
tells of a flawed humanity with a sometimes-flawed understanding of who God is,
the true God is present and often hidden to remind us that He is to be found in
the most appalling of human situations, that redemption is possible for the
most appalling of human beings. God has always been the suffering Servant in
the midst of human suffering but, like in the Prophecy of Isaiah, we avert our
gaze from that aspect of who God is because we cannot understand or bear it. When
we approach it in the light of the Holy Spirit then we can bear to gaze on what
is ugly and see through it to the beauty of its redemption in Jesus. When we
turn away, close our ears and hearts to what we do not understand, then we miss
something very precious, the very core of Wisdom itself.
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