Maranatha: Hope for the Hopeless - Eamonn Monson sac
In the early 1980's the famous Benedictine monk
John Main came to Tanzania to give a retreat and teach his Maranatha
method of meditation. It's a simple method of sitting still for 20 minutes
morning and evening, repeating the Word 'Maranatha' over and over in silence.
The word is referred to as a mantra. Maranatha is the great prayer of Advent
and it means 'Come Lord Jesus', expressing the profound yearning for God that
is in the heart of every person. It is the Advent prayer of the whole
Church.
The retreat was attended by the Medical
Missionaries of Mary and some Pallottines and it's safe to say that the sisters
were more enthusiastic about it than the priests.
One day, a long time after the retreat,
one of the sisters was on her way to Arusha and she stopped for a break in a
Pallottine Mission house where she asked the priest, "how is your mantra
going?" "Well sister" he replied, "it's like this! Every
morning I get up and I sit down and I say to myself, 'hopeless, hopeless,
hopeless!'"
Hopeless - this is something we often
feel in relation to prayer and our spiritual lives; people feel hopeless about
a lot of situations. Hopelessness affects the sick, the old, the addict, the
sinner, the child at school, the student, the unemployed. It affects many
people coming up to Christmas.
Last year more than ever I had been
affected by the early darkening of the evenings of winter. It comes in so fast
even on bright days and it will continue to get darker a bit earlier every day
until near Christmas. It's like the darkness tugs at the darkness within
myself, tugs at my depression, seeking to bring me down.
One day at home in Mervue, Galway I was
standing in the kitchen, looking out the window into the back garden. It was so
dreary and damp and cold. And it touched the dreariness within me, seeking to
take hold of me.
Like my mother I like to go out into
the garden first thing in the morning, just to look at it, but that day I
thought 'I can't go out into that misery'. Still something persuaded me and as
I walked I saw in the midst of all the dreariness a fuchsia in full bloom. It
was one I planted there earlier in the year, one of my very few successful
plantings. And it struck me that God was reminding me that it is always
necessary to be on the lookout for signs of hope and beauty.
We are one with Jesus who is saying to
us in the gospel - stay awake, be alert! Be aware that, as this fuchsia is the
work of God's hand, so are we - even more so. And God is our Father as He is
the Father of Jesus. He is hid from us in the mess of our lives and He is there
to be found, to be waited for and searched for. This is an essential of our
Advent, our preparation for Christmas, for the coming of Jesus who is always
Hope for the hopeless!
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