FAREWELL TO AN UNSAFE PERMANENCE

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We taste the bread
Of emergency
In the ruins of our past
Consuming the cup of haste
We bid farewell
To an unsafe permanence
That was

This is our Passover into
The liberty of uncertainty
Enslaved no more
Held bound only
In the slavery of Love's
Leading strings
A child's halter

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